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Pennsylvania

by Rachel Lightner

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1.
Heat Waves 03:26
Plastic bags and things that suffocate Fill my room with what I'll never need And I'll try hard to fill the part you lost in the earthquake He said "I'm sorry, I'll be back Monday" My shoes keep breaking in these dirty streets With each step I think of my poor feet And how they ran on hot, hot sand to meet you halfway there I said "I'm sorry, I'll be faster dear" All alone in a subway car I scream your name in vain until my throat is raw Jealousy slips through the cracks in New York heat Like roaches, rats, and poverty I swear I'll never try again- I'm leaving in the fall I could've sworn I'd torn through all your sheets Ripping noises drowned in thick dense heat But Cold Fronts came and washed away what's left of his disease He said "I'm sorry, I think I need the sea" I saw her touch your arm and felt the heat Hit me in the face as I walked to the street Fire hydrants spew the sounds I can't manage to make He said "I'm sorry, don't know how to fake" All alone in a subway car I scream your name in vain until my throat is raw Jealousy slips through the cracks in New York heat Like roaches, rats, and poverty I swear I'll never try again Don't think I won't try again I swear I'll never lie again- I'm leaving in the fall
2.
Pennsylvania 02:53
Mama said she saw Daddy cry the other day And I don't think that I ever felt worse His head was in the bills and his hand was on his cigs And his heart was emptier than her purse But who am I to talk cause I know my ribs are shot From supporting what pumps our shared blood And who was I to walk away from my home town Now my house is being sold with my stuff I swear I care, but that's not enough My little brother told me his dreams the other day And I don't think that I ever felt worse His hand was on his heart and a gun was in his arms Now he's signing papers proud on the 1st But who am I to talk cause the only war I fought Was a chemical one in my head And who was I to walk away from him in the woods My face red, white, and blue, the leaves dead I swear I screamed, but I cried instead Give up fast as you did in I'll go outside, I'll go outside Pennsylvania, here I come I know you saw me cry on the train the other night And I'm positive I never felt worse My sleeve was in my mouth and my legs were double crossed And you let me wipe my face on your shirt But who was I to fall for someone who's never wronged A single goddamn soul like I do each day And who was I to talk my way out of sitting still So I left the country trying to say That I swear I care, but I can't stay Now you know I care, but I'm far away
3.
Tides 02:41
Trade my eyes for moons Coursing your pull, we're phasing in and out Blame my calendar For misnumbered days and forgotten plans I'll drag your waves Back and forth in a fit of rage And the shore is getting scarce He swears that he's not scared to sink Frame my neck with belts Orion's help will pull me up and through Hang his running knot And blink those stars in circles behind eyelids I'll drag your waves Back and forth in a fit of rage And it's always yes or no And yes I know this cave I broke this coast and I'll bend your name Now the shore is getting scarce I swear that I'm not scared to sink

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released April 14, 2013

Blake Harrison Lane- Violin, Engineer
Roxy Klein- Cello, Assistant Engineer
Katie Blomarz- Bass
Logan Kurtek- Assistant Engineer
Evan Laudenslager- Album Art

Thanks to those who dealt with my microphone anxiety and assisted in the recording process-
John Heenan, John Petruzzelli, John Decker, any other Johns, Pattie & The Peppermints, beer.

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Rachel Lightner New York, New York

NYC-based singer / songwriter / subway-dweller

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